From my mother’s sleep I fell into the State, And hunched in its belly till my wet fur froze. Six miles from earth, loosed from its dream of life, I woke to black flak and the nightmare fighters. When I died they washed me out of the turret with a hose. Randall Jarrell - 1914-1965 From The Complete Poems by Randall Jarrell, published by Farrar, Straus & Giroux, Inc. Copyright © 1969, 1996 by Mrs. Randall Jarrell. Used with permission. Randall Jarrell was born on May 6, 1914 in Nashville. He earned bachelor’s and master’s degrees from Vanderbilt University. From 1937 to 1939 he taught at Kenyon College, where he met John Crowe Ransom and Robert Lowell, and then at the University of Texas. Jarrell’s first book of poems, Blood for a Stranger (Harcourt, 1942), was published in 1942, the same year he enlisted in the Army Air Corps. He soon left the Air Corps for the U.S. Army and worked as a control tower operator, an experience which provided much material for his poetry. Jarrell’s reputation as a poet was established in 1945, while he was still serving in the army, with the publication of his second book, Little Friend, Little Friend (Dial Press, 1945), which bitterly and dramatically documents the intense fears and moral struggles of young soldiers. Other volumes followed, all characterized by great technical skill, empathy with the lives of others, and an almost painful sensitivity. Following the war, Jarrell accepted a teaching position at the Woman’s College of the University of North Carolina, Greensboro, and remained there, except for occasional absences to teach elsewhere, until his death. Jarrell is highly regarded not only as a poet, but also as a peerless literary essayist, and was considered the most astute (and most feared) poetry critic of his generation. Robert Lowell, in an essay published after Jarrell’s death, wrote, “What Jarrell’s inner life Read more [...]

This is the face of a man who has not had an easy time of this life, the face of my own people in fact, not many generations back. Scotch Irish Appalachian stock. Clannish, suspicious of outsiders. To him, I am an interloper here, in my Japanese truck. Up from some suburb, the son or grandson of the bankers and speculators who’d starved his people off this land to start with. Read More

This is the face of a man who has not had an easy time of this life, the face of my own people in fact, not many generations back. Scotch Irish Appalachian stock. Clannish, suspicious of outsiders. To him, I am an interloper here, in my Japanese truck. Up from some suburb, the son or grandson of the bankers and speculators who’d starved his people off this land to start with. Read more [...]

So here is where I have to admit. I’m not a very good guitar player. I wish I was, maybe could have been had I practiced more. I have a decent right hand, and can usually find the rhythm in a piece. But mainly, I just love guitars, the shape of them, the look of them, the feel of them. Read More

So here is where I have to admit. I’m not a very good guitar player. I wish I was, maybe could have been had I practiced more. I have a decent right hand, and can usually find the rhythm in a piece. But mainly, I just love guitars, the shape of them, the look of them, the feel of them. Read more [...]

But as with most journeys, if one pays attention there are usually bright spots. I was thinking about lunch, and as I topped a hill near Canton there was a food truck on the left side of the road. A barbecue food truck. Bingo, I turned into the lot and parked. Read More

But as with most journeys, if one pays attention there are usually bright spots. I was thinking about lunch, and as I topped a hill near Canton there was a food truck on the left side of the road. A barbecue food truck. Bingo, I turned into the lot and parked. Read more [...]

A little less greed and a little more empathy seems like a start. And embracing that we’re all a lot more alike than different. Ultimately, all in the same boat, trying to succeed, to get by, to point our children to something better. Of course, some will read this from a yacht, others from a leaking jonboat. Read More

A little less greed and a little more empathy seems like a start. And embracing that we’re all a lot more alike than different. Ultimately, all in the same boat, trying to succeed, to get by, to point our children to something better. Of course, some will read this from a yacht, others from a leaking jonboat. Read more [...]

Our campsite at El Capitan sits on an exposed point jutting out into the Pacific Ocean. All night the waves crash into the cliffs below, and a cool breeze moves over the campground. Read More

Our campsite at El Capitan sits on an exposed point jutting out into the Pacific Ocean. All night the waves crash into the cliffs below, and a cool breeze moves over the campground. Read more [...]

The entire small village, probably less than a hundred souls, got their TV service from a sixty foot tower in the town center, but one had to climb the tower and adjust the receiver to change channels. Read More

The entire small village, probably less than a hundred souls, got their TV service from a sixty foot tower in the town center, but one had to climb the tower and adjust the receiver to change channels. Read more [...]

So there that day, alone beside the creek, in the shadow of the empty white church, I finally understood my father, and the tears welled up like rain. I missed him so much. Read More

So there that day, alone beside the creek, in the shadow of the empty white church, I finally understood my father, and the tears welled up like rain. I missed him so much. Read more [...]

This is dangerous work, and how a lot of serious accidents occur in tree cutting. Rule number one is never work alone. Chainsaws are dangerous. Falling out of a tree is dangerous. You don’t want to be alone if something happens.  Read More

This is dangerous work, and how a lot of serious accidents occur in tree cutting. Rule number one is never work alone. Chainsaws are dangerous. Falling out of a tree is dangerous. You don’t want to be alone if something happens.  Read more [...]

My bedroom was at the high end of the house on the second floor. Maybe twenty feet up. David whistled me to the window and tossed a rope. I let the pack down the rope, then tied it off and climbed over the sill myself. I’d seen it in the movies, how hard could it be? Read More

My bedroom was at the high end of the house on the second floor. Maybe twenty feet up. David whistled me to the window and tossed a rope. I let the pack down the rope, then tied it off and climbed over the sill myself. I’d seen it in the movies, how hard could it be? Read more [...]